It's so strange that no one has commented on the claw marks that graze your shoulder blade. I've had those( I have this skin disease that make the skin on my upper back bumpy and during panic attacks I open said bumps with my nails sometimes pealing them off completely) and your work is fuelled not by something that can be called fear, but sometimes your schizophrenia, though that is not to say your work wouldn't be brilliant without it, it's important and I won't ignore it. I won't belittle your piece by simply saying 'beautiful", the portrait is pretty bit that's beside the point. I won't claim insight inside your inspiration but I wanted to thank you for shorting whatever it is, however horrifying(see the scars) with us.
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